Where yesterday I turned to fire due to a grieving heart, after attending church this morning and talking with two elders and the head priest at Kidest Slassie Eritrean Orthodox Tewahdo Church, I let the water go and return back to water. For my act of obedience, Igzihabier (God) has already blessed me in abundance just today. How amazing is life, I was baptized at Medhane Alem church in Ethiopia, got married at Medhane Alem church in Temple Hills, MD and my son Yohannes Teodrose was likewise baptized into the Orthodox Christian church in New York City.
So it did not surprise me in the least that I would be blessed this morning when I returned Medhane Alem Church. Last night was very tough for me, spending the night in an empty house by myself with reminders of my son I have not seen in 35 days is doing a number on my heart. Consequently, I decided to do what I do when I get hurt which is to punish my temple. I drove to MGM Casino and consumed alcohol copiously only to end up being kicked out of the casino after I complained when a server at Saigon Restaurant refused to serve me and called me the “N” word.
We cannot defeat evil with evil, only by being its inverse and becoming love in the face of malice can we heal ourselves and fix this broken world. #Guzo2Healing https://t.co/vhUCwroV51 via @teodrosebisewer
— Teodrose Bisewer (@TeodroseBisewer) December 5, 2021
I was ready to unleash hell upon MGM Casino, the security team and the hotel manager but I decided to withdraw my sword and drove to church instead. Hungover and heated, I went there to tell the church certain things hell-bent on vengeance mode. After Memeher Zebene spoke, I approached him asking if I could testify to the church. Wisely he told me to hold off and I grudgingly submitted to his advice. That is when my transformation happened.
My friend Ephrem talked to me for more than 30 minutes and told me to be calm in the middle of the storm. I then talked to a wise lady by the name of Elizabeth who soothed my broken heart with her words. I also joined the Medhane Alem choir, may God have mercy on the congregation’s ears when I start praising God through songs. I then traveled to Kidest Slassie Eritrean Orthodox Tewahdo Church located a hop and a skip away and spoke to a wise shepherd by the name of Gebreselassie. Three acts of love made me cry a tsunami of tears and released the poison of wrath from my heart.
Once I stopped being bitter, I became better and for that God allowed me to speak to six children as I gave my first sermon as a priest. I always said that I don’t need to go to ministry to be a preacher, well today God entrusted me with that title. But I won’t be hung up on a title; my aim is not to be called a preacher, kesis and it’s definitely not to blasphemously call myself “abba”. I’ll just stick with my name Teodrose Fikremariam and I will let my actions be my calling card. I will attend both the Ethiopian and Eritrean Orthodox church, I will speak to the youths next week as well and will do the same wherever and whenever I am invited to do so.
This is why I refuse to leave the Orthodox Christian faith, the devil will not drive me from my father’s home no matter how much people who profess to be about Iyesus trade money for blessings and dishonor His teachings by hanging pictures of one of the biggest antichrists by the name of Cesar Borgia. Not only will I not leave the church, I am duty bound as a believer to defend my Father’s home from the spirit of the devil. Where I am water for humans, I am all FIRE for the devil. Get behind me satan and leave my Father God’s home and his children alone!
We cannot defeat evil with evil, only by being its inverse and becoming love in the face of malice can we heal ourselves and fix this broken world. #Guzo2Healing Click To TweetI will try to offer kindness to the older generation but I fear most of them are too far gone to understand truth when they hear it. Cognitive dissonance is a hell of a mental condition and most people are suffering from this mental illness where they literally worship the devil and follow Catholic teachings as they spit on the instructions that Iyesus left behind. I will leave the Moses generation alone and focus my efforts on the Joshua generation, only those who are so young that they have not been corrupted by the influences of this satanic world will be able to follow my lessons while adults judge me as crazy for speaking truths which they cannot handle.
So instead of lashing out as I would have done in the past, I will just be still and know God’s name. If my hand is forced, I will defend myself in the court system but the only government I obey going forward is the one that honors the laws of Moses and is rooted in the love of Iyesus. The beauty of waking up each day is that we get to fix the mistakes of yesterday, to that end, I amended this article to erase words I said out of extreme hurt and return to love instead.
This is going to be a long journey, one full of many bumps and uncertainties. Facing an imminent firing from my job which will eliminate a job that pays me $145,000 a year after bonuses, rob my wife, son an me of healthcare coverage and potentially make us homeless, the last thing I should be thinking about is speaking up for others and defending my faith. But I can’t help it, this is how God made me and so I will walk in faith and seek the change I’ve been fighting for more than three decades by changing myself first. This is my guzo (journey) to healing, I pray others join this guzo by leading from the front instead of preaching from the back.
“And I will give power unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundred and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth.” ~ Revelation 11:10
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